It’s been a rough week – an exhausting week. I’m tired of being exhausted, of “running lean”, and generally pushing through to make things happen in spite of the wishes of the people managing me.
This will be over soon enough, I have a feeling. So, I just need to make the most of it right here, right now. And I need to keep my spirits and energy up, so I can make the most of this opportunity while I can.
I really need to draw as much good out of the current situation as I can find. There are opportunities and benefits to every situation — it is proving to be quite challenging to do that in this situation. I’m just so friggin’ tired…
I’ve been talking to recruiters, over the past couple of weeks. They know I’m not planning to make a move until October, but it can’t hurt to talk to them and see what opportunities are out there, and what the going rates are for these things. I am torn between finding another full-time job and contracting for a while to make some really good money.
Anyway, right now I’m really tired, and I need a nap. I had a full morning — and I actually slept till 7:45, which was a rare occurrence, so I got a later start than usual, even for a Saturday. I did my chores, took care of business, and now I can take my shower and rest.
It’s all good. It’s just really tough right now. I’m not sure why things are so hard for me, at this point, but I’m sure I’ll see my way through. One thing that’s making it harder in my mind is that my NP is out of town for a few weeks, so I won’t see them till the week after next. Ugh. I hate feeling this vulnerable and dependent. So, I’m going to channel my energy into my studies and just hang in there for the time being.
It will all work out. I know it will. It’s just a bit tough right, now.
So, off to bed. As Ah-nold said — “I’ll be back.”