Straight to execution…

Way back when, at one of my first technology jobs, my boss (the company owner) chided me for “jumping straight to execution.” He wanted me to spend more time researching a new program — learning to use more of its features in a lot of different ways — before I started using it.

It rankled me, that he was trying to “hold me back” and not give me my head, so I could just jump right in. But now, when I look back, I realize that this has been an ongoing pattern with me — and it appears to be directly linked to my TBI after-effects.

I do tend to jump right into things without thinking them through completely, up front. It’s a huge drawback, and seems to stem from my diminished self-assessment abilities, which don’t tell me enough about my limitations… not to mention a lack of impulse control.

It really upset me, when he told me I should be forging right ahead with things… But now that I think about it, that was a really important piece of information for me to have. And I’m grateful to him for passing it along to me, so I can benefit from it.

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Author: brokenbrilliant

I am a long-term multiple (mild) Traumatic Brain Injury (mTBI or TBI) survivor who experienced assaults, falls, car accidents, sports-related injuries in the 1960s, '70s, '80s, and '90s. My last mild TBI was in 2004, but it was definitely the worst of the lot. I never received medical treatment for my injuries, some of which were sports injuries (and you have to get back in the game!), but I have been living very successfully with cognitive/behavioral (social, emotional, functional) symptoms and complications since I was a young kid. I’ve done it so well, in fact, that virtually nobody knows that I sustained those injuries… and the folks who do know, haven’t fully realized just how it’s impacted my life. It has impacted my life, however. In serious and debilitating ways. I’m coming out from behind the shields I’ve put up, in hopes of successfully addressing my own (invisible) challenges and helping others to see that sustaining a TBI is not the end of the world, and they can, in fact, live happy, fulfilled, productive lives in spite of it all.

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