Way back when, at one of my first technology jobs, my boss (the company owner) chided me for “jumping straight to execution.” He wanted me to spend more time researching a new program — learning to use more of its features in a lot of different ways — before I started using it.
It rankled me, that he was trying to “hold me back” and not give me my head, so I could just jump right in. But now, when I look back, I realize that this has been an ongoing pattern with me — and it appears to be directly linked to my TBI after-effects.
I do tend to jump right into things without thinking them through completely, up front. It’s a huge drawback, and seems to stem from my diminished self-assessment abilities, which don’t tell me enough about my limitations… not to mention a lack of impulse control.
It really upset me, when he told me I should be forging right ahead with things… But now that I think about it, that was a really important piece of information for me to have. And I’m grateful to him for passing it along to me, so I can benefit from it.