Got to bed around 11 p.m. Woke up around 6 a.m. Got about 6-1/2 to 7 hours, I guess. It’s better than 4-1/2, which I got the other night. But I still have a ways to go.
I’ll rest some more today. I’m working from home, so instead of spending 2 hours in the car, I’ll have an extra 2 hours to do other things – like have a little nap this afternoon, and get some work done.
It’s all good.
And it will be better, once I get my sleep more in line. Seriously, everything gets better when I sleep — it’s easier to think, it’s easier to live, it’s easier to BE. And everything doesn’t feel like such a chore.
But when I’m tired (like I am today), everything gets harder, and I have to work overtime, just convincing myself why I like what I do and where I see myself going in the future. I start to feel pushed – especially when I am. When I’m rested, it doesn’t bother me so much that others are pushing. I tend to push, too. But when I’m tired, even people who aren’t pushing that hard, turn into complete a**holes in my mind. When I’m rested, even if they are a’holes, I can deal with it.
When I’m tired? Not so much.
Anyway, time to be upbeat and positive. I’ve got some calls I need to make in a little bit, make some progress, take care of some stuff. And just keep going. Just keep going.
