More writing from March, 2009. Looking back, it really strikes me, just how much better my life has become.
And I am incredibly grateful for that. It’s been hard work, but well worth it.
Last night I officially wore too thin.
It was not a good night. After what felt like an impossibly long day, I just fell apart and broke down around the time I should have been going to bed. I got into a fight with my partner and shouted and slammed doors and stormed off and wept bitterly for about an hour.
This morning I feel hungover and groggy and stupid for having let everything get to me.
Note to self: When it’s all getting to be too much, stop trying to think things through and just get some rest.
Looking back, I can see how everything just piled up on top of me. The session with my therapist, that left me feeling like an idiot. The challenge of keeping functional at a job I’m only going to be at for another week. The pressure of learning specific skills I need…
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